One abstract accepted and another submitted! Conferences 2012 underway

I was happy to receive a positive response to the abstract I submitted to The Fifth Israeli Conference of Qualitative Research to be held in February at the Ben Gurion University in the south of Israel. I attended the conference two years ago but did not dare to try to join the conversation – now it feels as though the time is right.

My abstract ( in Hebrew)

והרהרתי לעצמי: מי לומד יותר?

כמדריכה לחינוך לשוני, יזמתי השתלמויות מורים במשרד החינוך העוסקות בהוראת הכתיבה. בנוסף לעיסוק בפדגוגיה, בהשתלמויות אלו, המורים נפגשים עם הכתיבה ככלי ללמידה והעצמה מקצועית.  בארבע שנים האחרונות השתתפו כ-250 מורים מבתי ספר יסודיים בשש ערים במחוז צפון.

כמורת מורים העוסקת במחקר על למידתם המקצועית של מורים, אני מודעת לכך שלאורך תהליכי ההוראה וההערכה, אני בעצמי מתפתחת באופן תמידי. למידה זו מתרחשת בהקשרים חברתיים מגוונים: בדיאלוג עם המורים המשתתפים בהשתלמויות בהנחייתי, באמצעות השיח הכתוב בפורום המתוקשב שמלווה את ההשתלמויות ובחשיפה לפרקטיקה של המורים בכיתותיהם. למידה זו מתרחבת כאשר אני יוזמת דיאלוג עם חוקרים אחרים סביב טקסטים כתובים שאני מפיקה על עבודתי.

כמחנכת וכחוקרת העורכת מחקר פעולה נרטיבי על עבודתי עם המורים, הכתיבה עצמה היא ציר מרכזי בלמידתי ובעבודתי. עבורי, הכתיבה היא דרך עוצמתית לחקור את מעשיי. הכתיבה מאפשרת לי לעקוב אחרי שינויים במחשבתי ובעמדותיי ולהבין את המניעים לשינוי. דרך הכתיבה אני שואלת את עצמי שאלות ומגבשת כיווני פעולה. כתיבה רפלקטיבית ביומן מחקר ובבלוג, עוזרת לי לערוך רפלקציה משמעותית, לשקול חלופות ולהגיע למסקנות.

בהרצאתי אציג דוגמאות של טקסטים רפלקטיביים, המעידים על הלמידה שלי מתוך שיח ופעולה וקטעים מתוך ההתכתבות שלי עם מורים. בנוסף, אציג את הדרך שבה, לאורך שנים,  למידה זו מוצאת את אותותיה בעבודתי, במחקרי ובפרסומיי. אמחיש כיצד הידע שלי מקריאה מקצועית מעובד בכתיבה רפלקטיבית, מוצא את דרכו לעשייה החינוכית שלי ומעובד שוב בכתיבה מקצועית. לבסוף, אדון בתרומתו של בלוג מחקרי להתפתותי המקצועית.

בחקר הפדגוגיה שלנו כמורי מורים, עלינו לתאר את דרכי הוראה שלנו, להמליל את הידע שנוצר באינטראקציות מקצועיות שונות ולשתף עמיתים בידע שנבנה. הרצאה זו הינה צעד נוסף בשיתוף ובחיפוש דיאלוג מסוג זה.

The other abstract, which I submitted today is in English. If it is accepted (and I really hope it will be) I will post it here in March. The paper for that second conference is about blogging as an academic activity. I am interested in exploring the dialogic nature of blogging in general and academic blogging in particular

Change of Plans

On Wednesday, I got up under the impression that my first session in Z would go smoothly. I know the directions, I know how long it takes to drive there, I know the staff at the Pisga centre (apart from the new manager), I have done the same session three times in the past fortnight… I was sure everything would roll according to plan.

Maybe I should have suspected that the day wasn’t running to plan when I left school far later than I should have (“Just one more meeting”, “Just write this one paragraph for me…”, “Just remind someone…”). I arrived in Z on time but didn’t have the time to sit and have a quiet cup of coffee as I prefer to do before a session. It marks the division between school and course, the drive itself just isn’t enough.  Then the computer just wouldn’t open my windows 7 files. “Oh yes, that is the only room in the centre that we haven’t done the changeover yet…”  Luckily the technician was there but he only helped me with some of my materials.  

I thought I was ready to go when the participants began to arrive. Suddenly I realized that I recognized the teachers, they were in my group last year.  After hellos, I explained: “No, my course this year is for beginners, it’s the same as last year”.

“We want a continuation course”.

“So did I, but the centre staff decided there was more of a demand for first year so that is what they asked me to prepare”.

“We’ve come anyway, we want to learn more”.

“That’s great but… OK… let’s wait and we’ll see who arrives”.

“Even if it means doing the same things, we’re here”.

Thoughts were racing through my head. I knew we could deal with the same topics and others and that they could enrich their understandings but I certainly couldn’t show the same powerpoint presentation, do the same exercises or use the same examples. We waited until 4pm came and went and other teachers arrived. The group was small, too small, 11 in total – 6 “old” and 5 “new”.

I made a flash decision to run the session and to find a way to manage a course with such a diverse group.  I said “If I can do it in the classroom at school, I can do it here”.  How could I disappoint those six teachers, so eager to learn, so determined to continue the process we began last year? That said, I had to decide what to do in the three hour session before me. If I had been closer to home, I would have said “OK, go home, we’ll meet in two weeks time. In the meantime I will prepare new materials”. But I was an hour and a half drive from home and knew that nobody would pay for my transport if I didn’t run a session.

I have never before been in that position – a group sitting before me waiting to begin, a lesson plan ready, photocopies, books, powerpoint etc  waiting to share and then having to pull something else from up my sleeve.

After 3-4 minutes of thinking and composing myself, I began with my introductory letter. It worked for all – “new” and “old”, and gave me an extra 15 minutes to get ready while they were busy reading my letter and writing a response.

What did I do? I did a revision of the writing process on the board (I couldn’t get that powerpoint to open). From the questions asked by my continuing students, I could see it wasn’t a waste of time. Then I dwelt on the publication stage of the writing process and connected it to the characteristics of competent writers, another area we discussed last year. Finally I opened my pupils’ blog on my school web site and introduced them slowly to the wonderful world of student and teacher blogging. Last year I didn’t do this session with this group because so many of the teachers had extremely limited computer access. Under the circumstances, I decided the newness of the materials would suit the needs of both groups. The session went well.

At one stage, one of the teachers asked for an opportunity to introduce themselves to the group. This is the second time this has happened to me – I don’t know why I forget to do this when it is so important for me to get as much group interaction in as possible.  I promised we would do it before the end of the session.

I ended the section on blogging with an invitation that if anybody is interested in setting up a blog, I will be happy to help “I’ll even come to your home to assist you!” I promised. One teacher openly said she is going to give it a try. This is an enormous step for a very religious teacher working in an ultra – religious school.

To finish the session we did a round of introductions. I asked everyone to say their name, where and what they teach and areas of interest in the teaching of writing. It was fascinating. Three of the “new” teachers had come as a result of recommendations from colleagues at school. The other two are a mother and daughter teaching and studying together.

The continuing participants all talked about what they had done during the course last year and following it. They talked proudly of classroom success and empowerment. They talked enthusiastically about long term writing projects they had done with their students. One teacher described: “As a special education teacher, this was the first time my students have ever achieved a finished writing product they can be proud of.  They can thank you for that, Nikki”. “Oh no” I replied, “…they can definitely thank you for that!”.

Taking a few baby steps forward

When I see that my last post is from the end of August I feel that time is running away from me. We went back to school on the first of September and since then I have been on the run. I have been trying to get up at 4:00 am every morning in order to sit and work on my doctorate. I can’t say that it happens every day and there are days when I do get up but have some urgent assessment or planning to do for school and I do that. Most days I manage to take a few baby steps forward.  

I am working on three different things at once. My ethics application is being read by GP and I already know that there will be many changes made to it. I wanted to get the application in and authorized before starting this years’ courses but I understand now that that was unrealistic. Once I have the forms in, I need to send similar documents to the Israeli Department of Education, to get their approval too.

In the meanwhile, I have started working on the literature review, according to the recommendations in Destination Dissertation by Foss and Waters. I feel as though I am progressing and am enjoying the work so far.

In addition, I started teaching the first of my four professional learning groups yesterday. As part of my big effort to write a lot about my experiences with the groups, I returned to blogging this morning.

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The clock is ticking all the time and I must write a new post, the one I got up to write, about my session yesterday.

Research Presentations

During the recent school holidays I gave a two and a half hour presentation on my thesis to the literacy leaders of professional development, here in the north of the country. I was extremely nervous and hardly slept at all the night before. Some of my jitters were connected to the fact that this was really the first time I was presenting my own research to an audience and the rest were language related. It was a strange experience thinking and then talking my way thorough my material in Hebrew. The audience was extremely enthusiastic and I received many compliments, both on the day and by email afterwards. This was a group of 30 or so close colleagues and I felt that they were truly interested in what I have learned. The second part of the lecture dealt with blogging in general, edublogging and my own blogging experience. Many of the participants had never even seen a blog before.

 

This week we had a professional learning day at school. The grade six pupils taught the younger classes for four hours and the staff all met in the staff room. Apart from my lecture on blogging, two other teachers discussed their recent research. It was a fantastic day and again I had a wonderful response. Two of the teachers took the details for wordpresswhich is the most suitable site for Hebrew bloggers (as far as I can tell) and one of them has already signed up to open a blog herself.

 

I am constantly aware that I am very lucky to have the opportunities I do to share my learning and my conclusions with my peers. Maybe lucky isn’t the word I am looking for, maybe privileged?

Another Step…

 

I chose one of my thesis narratives and used it as a base for a journal article. I worked hard on it but found it difficult going back to my thesis and turning the text into something new. I will have to wait for ages now until I get some feedback. I would like to try to write another article before I go back to school but I still am not sure…

 

I am planning a blogging project for students in the special writing groups I will be in charge of this year. This is the first time we will be blogging at our school. Although I am excited about the prospect, I have more questions than answers at this stage.  

I am still trying to decide whether to blog my school stuff here or to start another site. Maybe I’ll start making some decisions soon.

 

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Thesis is in! Flowers for my readers!

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I can’t believe that my thesis has been handed in and that this enormous task is behind me.

It has been over a month since I blogged because I was just reading, writing and revising 20 or so hours a day. I was exhausted but more than that, I was riding an emotional roller-coaster. The closer I got to finishing, the more excited and nervous I became. On the one hand I was waiting to submit the piece and be done with it and on the other, I was upset that I was leaving this incredible learning experience behind. Tears of joy, achievement, pride, frustration and worry all joined, I found it hard to describe my feelings.

Now I have many questions to explore. After a year off school and my job as leader of professional development, I am going back to work full time. How will I manage to keep up my professional learning in formal and informal frameworks? Will I continue this blog which was essentially a study tool or will I begin a new work blog? I imagine that this will all become clear to me in the next few weeks.

This blog has taken on a role very different from that intended at the outset. I thought I was opening this site as a means of recording my study notes but it has become far more than that. Blogging has helped me develop my identity as a teacher and as a researcher, it has helped me think and reflect. My writing here has brought me into a community of edubloggers, wonderful people who, as I wrote in my thesis “have let me into their hearts and into their classrooms”.

I want to thank you for reading my work. I never imagined that anyone would find this blog and would take the time to read it. You have all made a great contribution to my study and to my thesis on professional learning for teachers. I appreciate you giving me your precious time, the flowers at the top are for you! 

 

 The next step is preparing my thesis for journal publication, another step in this wonderful endless journey of professional learning.

But… today I am on lifeguard duty at the pool… an exhausting experience of a totally different kind.

 

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